Alhamdulillah

2nd day forensic.it was an awesome experience....sgt precious n meaning ful.hands on! I can't believe we could do n learn a lot of things...they were really supportive and helpful.but have to remind myself to be really humble and not to forget my place....bile org Baek ngan kite...we have to be sure x take them for granted.subhanallah.may Allah bless them all...Syukur I choose Serdang:D it's d best place for me to learn forensic insyaAllah.

Seeing people on the table....fresh....it were s if theyre still alive.i can't help but think I saw them breathing.just my imagination.reminds me of death.how our life is only pinjaman can be taken away from us in a split second.eg IHD,MVA...things we never expect....

Even the dead is a teacher.we learn from them indirectly or even directly through observation.

Words of the day. *respect and humble*

We are only human...we were born, grew n still growing, will die...

Its how we live and conduct ourself that matters:D

heart

other people draw, sing, write in order to express...

i capture.

despite it not being any perfect...

its simply truly what i see and how i feel.

its from the heart.

*sentimental much? :D*

Hmmmm

Sometimes d one that u want n d one that u need does not coexist as one.

Sempat lgi --"

I have always believed in this one thing which is

never lie to ur self as u should know urself better. It's a meaningless effort to even try.

But situations made me so....so I tried only to realize...aaaah I had it!enough! It's a winless battle.lol. So I surrender. I won't force myself nomore'

Acting?

Nope m not good at it.but when it comes to pretending I guess I'm getting the hang of it:)

Closing d eyes

Simpan dalam2 so deep wishing n waiting for the time it'll disappear n forgotten...everything takes time:) baby steps!

It'll pass

Like wind that blows and river that flow.weeeee~

Dependent as always

I guess I am always protected and secured that makes me more fragile...lol but fragility has always been my nature anyway;p

Of randomness

Cupcake my sis made for
My nephew n niece Punye birthday

....

Sometimes u can't just ignore someone due to common sense..but later u suffer from it.lol silly s always~ thx God for family n a car to take me home:) regained my sanity...partially...at least...;p

When in low mode...

Go home:)

Can u imagine?

This is actually class period.we went to clinic n see few patients...brought for brunch then g pantai for some Islamic input:) "everything in life is not ours s we won't be able to take any to hereafter...but if we do charity then only it's ours since the deed insyaAllah will be counter then"-Dr S.

Lalala~

Imperfect quality doesn't mean bad pictures.heeee it's d moment that counts.if its of good quality it's just bonus sometimes:) --' have to make do with VGA since apple too Kedekut to put a better camera

:)

Sometimes it's just best to close ur eyes and feel the breeze...n not think too much or care.living a carefree life has its pros n cons...buts it's the best thing at the moment:)

Waah

I have quite a few defense mechanisms. One of them is by being hyper.it allows me to ignore how I really feel. but what i just realize is i became ignorant of my surrounding.and it's bad when u reach a certain level.owh well....what other defense mechanisms to use?hihi

It's interesting how everyone has a very unique n different personality.its scary sometimes.huhu *hyper mode* lalala~

Lalala

I think too much.i have to stop doing so.

Internal conflict

Urghhhhh it's d worst conflict yet.when ur mind is in a combat mode with ur heart.

And yet u can seem so fine n normal on the outside until that one moment when u can't hold it in no more.

Drama is produced in between that period of time.. when ur at the peak of conflict but also at ur peak of guarding from it.lol.

its stupid but i guess it needs time

Seeing without looking

hearing without listening

knowing without googling

Caring without wanting.

Despite the stupidity

full of drama

internal conflict makes me into a person full of drama. lol.

maybe i'll start being random yet again :)

weeeeeee~

and so i feel like blogging tonight...lalala

things been...this past few weeks.

but I'm grateful for the awesome group-mates for keeping me occupied with work n still making it fun at d same time :D *with the merapu...the HIGHness..the DRAMA n the jokes* i love being able to be myself totally.

group A1

the 2 awesome besties...it was a surprise indeed...the incident that night...grateful sgt2 for ur friendship:D

uncaptured precious little moment

huhu maggi time with dad <3 <3 <3 simply priceless

Pictures

simply :)

D best thing about pictures is.

its a way of expressing how u feel.

At times it can b just a random pic but when u put a caption to it, it can give a whole new meaning

It is a process of freezing precious little moments and capturing emotions.

It's awesome when u capture with ur heart:) it doesn't need to b perfect as distortions might simply b ur definition of perfect.personal preference.

Mixed feelings

I want to be fine but I'm not.i want to let go but I havent.till then I'll just ignore.god knows till

when.

:D

when the sky are as fluffy as this, u can't help but feel comfy inside~~

silly silly silly me:)

lol

crowd

i dont do well with crowds...m not a social person

i know its raya

mintak maaf zahir n jugak batin..halalkn semuanya n if ade hutang pape bitau la;)

on a random note..i

ts hard to find d right person to be ur other half. how would u know who he or she might be?what is right anyway...but firstly i guess u shouldnt see someone for what they can give u...but still there should also be an equality in things right?give and take:) n its hard to satisfy everyone with ur choice n what u do...but still when u get married..u also gain a whole set of family s well...just try to be the best that u can be???seems tiring...hmmm but at least dont be the worst that u can be:D ~ i dont know....

what do u think?

p.s: nobody is perfect but u tend to expect people to hav d same common sense s u. but its common sense why is it not so common sometimes?

19th ramadhan

i had so little patience today:(

Silly me

random little thing in my mind..
1.working moms n working wives impresses me
2. my choice of food are mostly non basic
3. d basic foods are supposed to b eaten hot or else it's no good
4.how to cook?:(
5. it's freaking hard blog with a phone near impossible .grrrr:(

baby+pacifier

ahlan wasahlan ramadhan

selamat berpuasa ~~ :D

instax

weeee stock up lgi film.hihihi tpi nothing to capture.owh well.simpan jela.:P

hmm i guess not only instax..other camera pon jarang gune..............minat itu lock dlm almari while i hybernate~~~~

i function with my heart

how bout u?

my heart smiles:)

its been a while since the last time i took a random photo....somehow im in the mood for that. being random.

im kodi *as zira would say it

sigh hahaha owh well maybe im too rigid?

i love taking pictures specially of peoples that im close with..in other words

those whom i cherish :)

but browsing through em pictures made me realize how i wanted to actually capture other things as well...things that made my heart smile~

pictures can say a thousand words is it??well i guess its hard finding the right moment,subject or object as it is finding the right words to say?

"capturing feelings in a picture. quality of the pic is 2nd matter"

instax full of smiles n love:)

YOsh!

bru je feeling down tdi tetibe browse fb terbace

"kita tak tau apa yang terbaek untuk kita,hanya Allah mengetahuinya"

terdiam sat. so senyum la balik:)

hueeee padahal pgi tdi bru je org ingatkn pasal ni...cepat betol lupe. silly me.