azam tahun baru?

i think i have ALWAYS had one...guess i'll give it a shot..shall i??*ANGKAT KAKI TRUS BLAH

huhu

my brain commands different from what my eyes seeing but still im grateful for every moment and cherishing it despite d situations :)

:) ~

awesome friends around <3 thx jihan zira kema anas aie acap azat :) ~

toblerone:)

mekaceh sgt2 huss n majid :) aishhh lepas ni kne diet la nmpknye ak...hahaha

stand out

...life is not all that sweet :(

trimas kakak besar..

playin wit them babies <3 haha im 21

sweet kn?? :)

S.ayang K.amu ~~

random thoughts

its better not to gain rather than risking of losing..dun ya think?

or

its better to do at least no regrets? hmmm

merapu je lebey...adoiiilaaaa..haahha in d end i decide....

i give up:P haha sng cite. END.

you MADE my WEEK :)

zoe paling mude! wohooo~

elmo: thanxies~

count: insyaAllah :)

oscar: tau la ko kurus... :) hihihi

bert: kerepot???OMG kerepot??pok kang! hahaha :P

Cmon: YOU are THE best!!! XOXO.wonderful? insyaAllah :)

bigbird: weird?me??haha bukan ke ko lbh weird?ak unique lalala:P

whats with me dis weekend?

i keep losing things...things that meant a lot to me...owh well thank god that all of those things can be bought...*still saket gk r nk korek bank...haha*

cover lens...memory card...sume ilang..tmpt yg x logik dek akal lak tu...atas bas la..dlm bilek la...adoiii i guess it cant be helped...BALI!!!!cepat balik dri holidae..jom g bli cover lens ngan memory card k??? :)

i just hope that i wont lose the non-replaceable...including YOU..yes! YOU people around me...

u,me and us

thx a bunch :) dis trip could have not happen without each and every one of YOU~

smiles

thx all..lets make the next visit a reality and continous!! :)

i dont know how to put today in words...the only thing i can say is dat its PRICELESS...the programme was SO worth it. honestly i gained a lot from everyone =)

mixtures of emotions...

today we went to rumah ehsan which is an old folks home for chronically ill patients

we were welcomed with smiles, hopefully we were able to leave a memorable moment to them s it has to us...SPEECHLESS simply.

many things goes around my mind today...but seeing the ward after we left...i felt sad...when we were there...doing rapport and such, i can feel the room lit up...seeing their smiles just gave a type of warmth feeling inside...BUT as i walked away...and looking at the ward from a distance..its as if we took away the life with every further step that we took...it saddens me to feel that i wasnt able to do much for them...

i want to visit them again. yes. honestly. to see those smiles. those glitter in their eyes. and i want to b able to do more for them. really. i wish. i pray i'll b able to.

the visit made me ponder on life. it might be them,there,now. but what about us??we're not gonna be young forever...

it also made me think bout my parents. i PRAY that i would be ABLE to take care of them and not give them away. how can we? how DARE we? they took care of us from small till now..what have we given them? what have they ask of us? they ask for nothing in return. simply giving their hearts to us...FULL.

*speechless and pondering*

cuppies made with and for those whom in our hearts :)~

eldest niece~

i...

know what i want

seminar

seminar-mate THX korg...for d knowledge and memories :)

batch 12...mekaceh bnyk2 for ur kind attention and support <3

hmmm

i wonder what lies ahead

home~~

yeah i was home..but y does it feel s if im missing it even when im there?i wonder...missing family already:'(

me NoW

1. words seems to fail me nowadays n i wonder why. cant seem to explain how i feel or think to others. it might b that i myself dont really understand. is it?

2. feels tired of my brain function. Its confusing me a whole lot. I had always knew dat ive got a complex brain n a diff way of thinking. But this is d first time dat ive grown too confused dat im tired discovering what im actually thinking...<---hmmm c what i mean? dang!

3. besides all that. i m frequently physically tired nowadays. dunoe y.

4. i feel s though its never really enough telling others how they really mean to you. eg. telling ur parents that they r loved (truely n deeply), telling friends that they r not being taken for granted.That they r really appreciated.

5. I find that it always pays to do things that makes those whom u care for happy. honestly PRICELESS :)

6. It bothers me that i might b making others uncomfortable or being a burden to them.

7. It bothers me that i have so much to do but still so little done.

8. simply i love you n ur appreciated :) thx 4 everything. families.bestfrens.goodfrens.old friends.new friends.

when i say..

I dont want to...

it means that "yeah i honestly DONT want to but MAYBE i just CANT seem to help it...but HONESTLY am TRYING hard.really."

*sori for making you hear all d SAME crap for WAY too long...but just so you know...m really honest when i said what i said :(

one of my fav:)

epi bday dad~~

XOXO

u are loved truely n deeply <3

Ohana

eating my heart out

my current favourite phase...since i cant really say d things locked up inside.LOL.

hopefully when im done id b FINE and i wont feel a thing:) wish me luck!

# LOVES <3

my parents my heart hihihihi

i wonder...

is it possible to capture a feeling in a picture? not of the feeling of the person in the picture but the person taking it...

in easy sentence...

seeing the picture is knowing how the photographer feels while taking it :S

i wonder...

Mr. Frogie <3

havent i told u?? i got the AWESOMESSSSSS brother EVER <3

thxies mate!

maaf zahir n batin:)

raye lagi..n doa selamat cousin:)

BOYS

COUSINS :)

SIBLINGS <3

GIRLS -kudos to kakna

adoiii

lagu bday pon jadilah;p

X.o.X.o few days b4 aidilfitri

lone u'll do fine..chiyo'

jiehan hurry up n find one:P hihihi

nxt time lets go out time kte lae mkn hihihi

aidilfitri :)

oneBIGhappyFAMILY <3
*family bawan n uteh n kaklin n alia xde though...

1 syawal

words

its killing me.shoot!

kelantan

org laen x blk lgi..kte da blk da..ngeheheheh org x raye lgi kte da raye da..wohooo PREhariRAYE

kat wakaf baru *food* ayam percik pergh layan~

kok kok kok..hihihi *bunyi ayam*

pasar

owh kelape..*nyum*

bkk pose kt airport

etak..hmmm how to spell it haa??owh well...:P

anak sepupu

im back!!

just got back from klntn.wohooo.love them foods hihihi n got to c my dad's side of the family since raye thn ni kt putrajaya je...so dis is sorta pre-raye la:)

im in dilemma...

d300?d300s?d60?

just an update:)

sje je nk post sumtin.hahaha.xde idea pon nk tlis pe..new photos pon xde.da camera was on hold dis past few days..n i hav no idea nk g tgkp pics kt mane..adoyaiiii..owh well skunk gatal tgn nk mengedit pics.tpi xde software la plak..+++ my seminar is due nxt block.freaking me OUT..a WHOLE LOT.shoot.sumpah TAKOT :(

guess i'll hav to start reading them articles ayyyy?wish me LUCK people:P

*some awesome raye i'll b having.shish:(

current thought: just wished dat i dont think too much bout what people think..aishhhh *in a shell*

minda pemimpin mase hadapan:D

daniel: anis!anis! tgkp la muke daniel kat situ

*dilihatnye unik barangkali..seakan alien!mungkin??huhuhu:P

SELAMAThariMERDEKA!!

toddlers are simply CUTE!

Arief Ismail <3

my skills SUCKED but dis is simply cute