Alhamdulillah

2nd day forensic.it was an awesome experience....sgt precious n meaning ful.hands on! I can't believe we could do n learn a lot of things...they were really supportive and helpful.but have to remind myself to be really humble and not to forget my place....bile org Baek ngan kite...we have to be sure x take them for granted.subhanallah.may Allah bless them all...Syukur I choose Serdang:D it's d best place for me to learn forensic insyaAllah.

Seeing people on the table....fresh....it were s if theyre still alive.i can't help but think I saw them breathing.just my imagination.reminds me of death.how our life is only pinjaman can be taken away from us in a split second.eg IHD,MVA...things we never expect....

Even the dead is a teacher.we learn from them indirectly or even directly through observation.

Words of the day. *respect and humble*

We are only human...we were born, grew n still growing, will die...

Its how we live and conduct ourself that matters:D

heart

other people draw, sing, write in order to express...

i capture.

despite it not being any perfect...

its simply truly what i see and how i feel.

its from the heart.

*sentimental much? :D*

Hmmmm

Sometimes d one that u want n d one that u need does not coexist as one.

Sempat lgi --"

I have always believed in this one thing which is

never lie to ur self as u should know urself better. It's a meaningless effort to even try.

But situations made me so....so I tried only to realize...aaaah I had it!enough! It's a winless battle.lol. So I surrender. I won't force myself nomore'

Acting?

Nope m not good at it.but when it comes to pretending I guess I'm getting the hang of it:)

Closing d eyes

Simpan dalam2 so deep wishing n waiting for the time it'll disappear n forgotten...everything takes time:) baby steps!

It'll pass

Like wind that blows and river that flow.weeeee~

Dependent as always

I guess I am always protected and secured that makes me more fragile...lol but fragility has always been my nature anyway;p

Of randomness

Cupcake my sis made for
My nephew n niece Punye birthday

....

Sometimes u can't just ignore someone due to common sense..but later u suffer from it.lol silly s always~ thx God for family n a car to take me home:) regained my sanity...partially...at least...;p

When in low mode...

Go home:)

Can u imagine?

This is actually class period.we went to clinic n see few patients...brought for brunch then g pantai for some Islamic input:) "everything in life is not ours s we won't be able to take any to hereafter...but if we do charity then only it's ours since the deed insyaAllah will be counter then"-Dr S.

Lalala~

Imperfect quality doesn't mean bad pictures.heeee it's d moment that counts.if its of good quality it's just bonus sometimes:) --' have to make do with VGA since apple too Kedekut to put a better camera

:)

Sometimes it's just best to close ur eyes and feel the breeze...n not think too much or care.living a carefree life has its pros n cons...buts it's the best thing at the moment:)

Waah

I have quite a few defense mechanisms. One of them is by being hyper.it allows me to ignore how I really feel. but what i just realize is i became ignorant of my surrounding.and it's bad when u reach a certain level.owh well....what other defense mechanisms to use?hihi

It's interesting how everyone has a very unique n different personality.its scary sometimes.huhu *hyper mode* lalala~

Lalala

I think too much.i have to stop doing so.

Internal conflict

Urghhhhh it's d worst conflict yet.when ur mind is in a combat mode with ur heart.

And yet u can seem so fine n normal on the outside until that one moment when u can't hold it in no more.

Drama is produced in between that period of time.. when ur at the peak of conflict but also at ur peak of guarding from it.lol.

its stupid but i guess it needs time

Seeing without looking

hearing without listening

knowing without googling

Caring without wanting.

Despite the stupidity

full of drama

internal conflict makes me into a person full of drama. lol.

maybe i'll start being random yet again :)

weeeeeee~