Alhamdulillah

2nd day forensic.it was an awesome experience....sgt precious n meaning ful.hands on! I can't believe we could do n learn a lot of things...they were really supportive and helpful.but have to remind myself to be really humble and not to forget my place....bile org Baek ngan kite...we have to be sure x take them for granted.subhanallah.may Allah bless them all...Syukur I choose Serdang:D it's d best place for me to learn forensic insyaAllah.

Seeing people on the table....fresh....it were s if theyre still alive.i can't help but think I saw them breathing.just my imagination.reminds me of death.how our life is only pinjaman can be taken away from us in a split second.eg IHD,MVA...things we never expect....

Even the dead is a teacher.we learn from them indirectly or even directly through observation.

Words of the day. *respect and humble*

We are only human...we were born, grew n still growing, will die...

Its how we live and conduct ourself that matters:D

YOsh!

bru je feeling down tdi tetibe browse fb terbace

"kita tak tau apa yang terbaek untuk kita,hanya Allah mengetahuinya"

terdiam sat. so senyum la balik:)

hueeee padahal pgi tdi bru je org ingatkn pasal ni...cepat betol lupe. silly me.

prevention is better than cure?

nobody is perfect but its still scary to get too close...fear that ud drive others away for just being urself..easiest thing to do...DEFENCE MECHANISM...go away before others do...n dun get too close that people would know u enough to dislike u...

hmmm

dun deny what is true..cause what u say may turn to b real...

...life is not all that sweet :(

random thoughts

its better not to gain rather than risking of losing..dun ya think?

or

its better to do at least no regrets? hmmm

merapu je lebey...adoiiilaaaa..haahha in d end i decide....

i give up:P haha sng cite. END.

u,me and us

thx a bunch :) dis trip could have not happen without each and every one of YOU~

smiles

thx all..lets make the next visit a reality and continous!! :)

i dont know how to put today in words...the only thing i can say is dat its PRICELESS...the programme was SO worth it. honestly i gained a lot from everyone =)

mixtures of emotions...

today we went to rumah ehsan which is an old folks home for chronically ill patients

we were welcomed with smiles, hopefully we were able to leave a memorable moment to them s it has to us...SPEECHLESS simply.

many things goes around my mind today...but seeing the ward after we left...i felt sad...when we were there...doing rapport and such, i can feel the room lit up...seeing their smiles just gave a type of warmth feeling inside...BUT as i walked away...and looking at the ward from a distance..its as if we took away the life with every further step that we took...it saddens me to feel that i wasnt able to do much for them...

i want to visit them again. yes. honestly. to see those smiles. those glitter in their eyes. and i want to b able to do more for them. really. i wish. i pray i'll b able to.

the visit made me ponder on life. it might be them,there,now. but what about us??we're not gonna be young forever...

it also made me think bout my parents. i PRAY that i would be ABLE to take care of them and not give them away. how can we? how DARE we? they took care of us from small till now..what have we given them? what have they ask of us? they ask for nothing in return. simply giving their hearts to us...FULL.

*speechless and pondering*