Waah

I have quite a few defense mechanisms. One of them is by being hyper.it allows me to ignore how I really feel. but what i just realize is i became ignorant of my surrounding.and it's bad when u reach a certain level.owh well....what other defense mechanisms to use?hihi

It's interesting how everyone has a very unique n different personality.its scary sometimes.huhu *hyper mode* lalala~

Lalala

I think too much.i have to stop doing so.

Internal conflict

Urghhhhh it's d worst conflict yet.when ur mind is in a combat mode with ur heart.

And yet u can seem so fine n normal on the outside until that one moment when u can't hold it in no more.

Drama is produced in between that period of time.. when ur at the peak of conflict but also at ur peak of guarding from it.lol.

its stupid but i guess it needs time

Seeing without looking

hearing without listening

knowing without googling

Caring without wanting.

Despite the stupidity

full of drama

internal conflict makes me into a person full of drama. lol.

maybe i'll start being random yet again :)

weeeeeee~

and so i feel like blogging tonight...lalala

things been...this past few weeks.

but I'm grateful for the awesome group-mates for keeping me occupied with work n still making it fun at d same time :D *with the merapu...the HIGHness..the DRAMA n the jokes* i love being able to be myself totally.

group A1

the 2 awesome besties...it was a surprise indeed...the incident that night...grateful sgt2 for ur friendship:D

uncaptured precious little moment

huhu maggi time with dad <3 <3 <3 simply priceless

Pictures

simply :)

D best thing about pictures is.

its a way of expressing how u feel.

At times it can b just a random pic but when u put a caption to it, it can give a whole new meaning

It is a process of freezing precious little moments and capturing emotions.

It's awesome when u capture with ur heart:) it doesn't need to b perfect as distortions might simply b ur definition of perfect.personal preference.

Mixed feelings

I want to be fine but I'm not.i want to let go but I havent.till then I'll just ignore.god knows till

when.

:D

when the sky are as fluffy as this, u can't help but feel comfy inside~~

silly silly silly me:)

lol

crowd

i dont do well with crowds...m not a social person

i know its raya

mintak maaf zahir n jugak batin..halalkn semuanya n if ade hutang pape bitau la;)

on a random note..i

ts hard to find d right person to be ur other half. how would u know who he or she might be?what is right anyway...but firstly i guess u shouldnt see someone for what they can give u...but still there should also be an equality in things right?give and take:) n its hard to satisfy everyone with ur choice n what u do...but still when u get married..u also gain a whole set of family s well...just try to be the best that u can be???seems tiring...hmmm but at least dont be the worst that u can be:D ~ i dont know....

what do u think?

p.s: nobody is perfect but u tend to expect people to hav d same common sense s u. but its common sense why is it not so common sometimes?

19th ramadhan

i had so little patience today:(

Silly me

random little thing in my mind..
1.working moms n working wives impresses me
2. my choice of food are mostly non basic
3. d basic foods are supposed to b eaten hot or else it's no good
4.how to cook?:(
5. it's freaking hard blog with a phone near impossible .grrrr:(

baby+pacifier

ahlan wasahlan ramadhan

selamat berpuasa ~~ :D

instax

weeee stock up lgi film.hihihi tpi nothing to capture.owh well.simpan jela.:P

hmm i guess not only instax..other camera pon jarang gune..............minat itu lock dlm almari while i hybernate~~~~

i function with my heart

how bout u?