Personal rants

What's your worth

2012-02-12T21:59:00.002+08:00

If you can't see it.how can others see it?just remember that everyone is made special in their own weird or unique way:)

Those who r worth ur time is those who see Ur worth.

Lalala

Self reminder;D

Membebel

2012-02-08T23:32:00.003+08:00

Im a good follower.maybe.i follow Instructions.skema in that sense.i rarely break rules.sgt pengecut.not so good in leading.but hates to be ordered.just because ur good doesn't mean others are stupid.i maybe slow but u don't own me to instruct me what to do.I'll follow at own will.when I want to.what I want to.

Of randomness?

2012-02-03T01:18:00.001+08:00

I hate myself when I try so hard to fit in or to be acknowledged.but I still do it anyway.at the end of the day I can't help but hate myself and think why do I need to in the first place.gah...silly silly silly.

Bipolar

2012-01-27T22:38:00.001+08:00

One side too hyper one side....too....go figure.lol.

The tendency to let my guards down is simply annoying.....so typical me.

:D

2012-01-21T22:06:00.001+08:00

Whatever happens u shouldn't feel regretful for us hav tried ur best.but d problem is....arghhh too lazy!!!!! N too moody...kwang3

When u require time

2012-01-18T17:07:00.001+08:00

But it's not available.u feel shitty each time.

If only

2012-01-18T16:58:00.001+08:00

I could take it out n throw it in the deep ocean or bernuda triangle maybe?where I won't find it n it won't bother me.ever.period.

3rd day of life in ortho

2012-01-11T17:07:00.001+08:00

Hmmmm it's interesting really...but I'm blurry currently.a blurry week whereby if u ask me a any random question when u see me regardless it's not medical related. I'd go Huh?uhhhj?ye?ape?

Moody much?

2012-01-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

Today just arrived home from klntn due to family affairs.it was a last minute plan.currently in a really tired mode plus the avoidance of Kuantan and ortho:( thus the moody me.tadaaaa!
And today was reminded of things That i refuse to care
Internal conflict yet again.
All in all tonight is not my night.

Alhamdulillah

2011-12-28T19:28:00.003+08:00

2nd day forensic.it was an awesome experience....sgt precious n meaning ful.hands on! I can't believe we could do n learn a lot of things...they were really supportive and helpful.but have to remind myself to be really humble and not to forget my place....bile org Baek ngan kite...we have to be sure x take them for granted.subhanallah.may Allah bless them all...Syukur I choose Serdang:D it's d best place for me to learn forensic insyaAllah.

Seeing people on the table....fresh....it were s if theyre still alive.i can't help but think I saw them breathing.just my imagination.reminds me of death.how our life is only pinjaman can be taken away from us in a split second.eg IHD,MVA...things we never expect....

Even the dead is a teacher.we learn from them indirectly or even directly through observation.

Words of the day. *respect and humble*

We are only human...we were born, grew n still growing, will die...

Its how we live and conduct ourself that matters:D

heart

2011-12-25T03:12:00.003+08:00

other people draw, sing, write in order to express...

i capture.

despite it not being any perfect...

its simply truly what i see and how i feel.

its from the heart.

*sentimental much? :D*

Hmmmm

2011-12-21T22:17:00.001+08:00

Sometimes d one that u want n d one that u need does not coexist as one.

Sempat lgi --"

2011-12-17T20:06:00.002+08:00

I have always believed in this one thing which is

never lie to ur self as u should know urself better. It's a meaningless effort to even try.

But situations made me so....so I tried only to realize...aaaah I had it!enough! It's a winless battle.lol. So I surrender. I won't force myself nomore'

Acting?

2011-12-14T22:12:00.001+08:00

Nope m not good at it.but when it comes to pretending I guess I'm getting the hang of it:)

Closing d eyes

2011-12-09T23:42:00.001+08:00

Simpan dalam2 so deep wishing n waiting for the time it'll disappear n forgotten...everything takes time:) baby steps!

It'll pass

2011-12-08T19:26:00.001+08:00

Like wind that blows and river that flow.weeeee~

Dependent as always

2011-12-06T20:12:00.004+08:00

I guess I am always protected and secured that makes me more fragile...lol but fragility has always been my nature anyway;p

Of randomness

2011-12-04T20:12:00.001+08:00

Cupcake my sis made for
My nephew n niece Punye birthday

....

2011-12-03T18:47:00.002+08:00

Sometimes u can't just ignore someone due to common sense..but later u suffer from it.lol silly s always~ thx God for family n a car to take me home:) regained my sanity...partially...at least...;p

When in low mode...

2011-12-03T16:14:00.000+08:00

Go home:)

Can u imagine?

2011-12-03T07:05:00.001+08:00

This is actually class period.we went to clinic n see few patients...brought for brunch then g pantai for some Islamic input:) "everything in life is not ours s we won't be able to take any to hereafter...but if we do charity then only it's ours since the deed insyaAllah will be counter then"-Dr S.

Lalala~

2011-12-03T06:59:00.001+08:00

Imperfect quality doesn't mean bad pictures.heeee it's d moment that counts.if its of good quality it's just bonus sometimes:) --' have to make do with VGA since apple too Kedekut to put a better camera

:)

2011-12-02T16:41:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it's just best to close ur eyes and feel the breeze...n not think too much or care.living a carefree life has its pros n cons...buts it's the best thing at the moment:)

Waah

2011-11-29T19:36:00.003+08:00

I have quite a few defense mechanisms. One of them is by being hyper.it allows me to ignore how I really feel. but what i just realize is i became ignorant of my surrounding.and it's bad when u reach a certain level.owh well....what other defense mechanisms to use?hihi

2011-11-29T18:22:00.001+08:00

It's interesting how everyone has a very unique n different personality.its scary sometimes.huhu *hyper mode* lalala~

Lalala

2011-11-27T22:58:00.001+08:00

I think too much.i have to stop doing so.

Internal conflict

2011-11-27T19:13:00.002+08:00

Urghhhhh it's d worst conflict yet.when ur mind is in a combat mode with ur heart.

And yet u can seem so fine n normal on the outside until that one moment when u can't hold it in no more.

Drama is produced in between that period of time.. when ur at the peak of conflict but also at ur peak of guarding from it.lol.

its stupid but i guess it needs time

2011-11-27T17:43:00.004+08:00

Seeing without looking

hearing without listening

knowing without googling

Caring without wanting.

Despite the stupidity

full of drama

2011-11-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

internal conflict makes me into a person full of drama. lol.

maybe i'll start being random yet again :)

weeeeeee~

and so i feel like blogging tonight...lalala

2011-11-27T00:33:00.009+08:00

things been...this past few weeks.

but I'm grateful for the awesome group-mates for keeping me occupied with work n still making it fun at d same time :D *with the merapu...the HIGHness..the DRAMA n the jokes* i love being able to be myself totally.

group A1

the 2 awesome besties...it was a surprise indeed...the incident that night...grateful sgt2 for ur friendship:D

uncaptured precious little moment

2011-11-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

huhu maggi time with dad <3 <3 <3 simply priceless

Pictures

2011-11-26T20:40:00.004+08:00

simply :)

D best thing about pictures is.

its a way of expressing how u feel.

At times it can b just a random pic but when u put a caption to it, it can give a whole new meaning

It is a process of freezing precious little moments and capturing emotions.

It's awesome when u capture with ur heart:) it doesn't need to b perfect as distortions might simply b ur definition of perfect.personal preference.

Mixed feelings

2011-11-09T19:56:00.003+08:00

I want to be fine but I'm not.i want to let go but I havent.till then I'll just ignore.god knows till

when.

:D

2011-10-25T17:15:00.003+08:00

when the sky are as fluffy as this, u can't help but feel comfy inside~~

silly silly silly me:)

2011-10-21T19:48:00.001+08:00

lol

crowd

2011-09-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

i dont do well with crowds...m not a social person

i know its raya

2011-08-30T23:17:00.003+08:00

mintak maaf zahir n jugak batin..halalkn semuanya n if ade hutang pape bitau la;)

on a random note..i

ts hard to find d right person to be ur other half. how would u know who he or she might be?what is right anyway...but firstly i guess u shouldnt see someone for what they can give u...but still there should also be an equality in things right?give and take:) n its hard to satisfy everyone with ur choice n what u do...but still when u get married..u also gain a whole set of family s well...just try to be the best that u can be???seems tiring...hmmm but at least dont be the worst that u can be:D ~ i dont know....

what do u think?

p.s: nobody is perfect but u tend to expect people to hav d same common sense s u. but its common sense why is it not so common sometimes?

19th ramadhan

2011-08-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

i had so little patience today:(

Silly me

2011-08-18T08:25:00.002+08:00

random little thing in my mind..
1.working moms n working wives impresses me
2. my choice of food are mostly non basic
3. d basic foods are supposed to b eaten hot or else it's no good
4.how to cook?:(
5. it's freaking hard blog with a phone near impossible .grrrr:(

baby+pacifier

2011-08-05T21:35:00.001+08:00

ahlan wasahlan ramadhan

2011-08-01T05:57:00.000+08:00

selamat berpuasa ~~ :D

instax

2011-07-28T21:00:00.001+08:00

weeee stock up lgi film.hihihi tpi nothing to capture.owh well.simpan jela.:P

hmm i guess not only instax..other camera pon jarang gune..............minat itu lock dlm almari while i hybernate~~~~

i function with my heart

2011-03-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

how bout u?

my heart smiles:)

2011-02-25T00:03:00.004+08:00

its been a while since the last time i took a random photo....somehow im in the mood for that. being random.

im kodi *as zira would say it

sigh hahaha owh well maybe im too rigid?

i love taking pictures specially of peoples that im close with..in other words

those whom i cherish :)

but browsing through em pictures made me realize how i wanted to actually capture other things as well...things that made my heart smile~

pictures can say a thousand words is it??well i guess its hard finding the right moment,subject or object as it is finding the right words to say?

"capturing feelings in a picture. quality of the pic is 2nd matter"

instax full of smiles n love:)

2011-02-19T01:17:00.003+08:00

YOsh!

2011-01-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

bru je feeling down tdi tetibe browse fb terbace

"kita tak tau apa yang terbaek untuk kita,hanya Allah mengetahuinya"

terdiam sat. so senyum la balik:)

hueeee padahal pgi tdi bru je org ingatkn pasal ni...cepat betol lupe. silly me.

bored of this

2010-11-25T20:42:00.001+08:00

i wana b home :(((((((((( not home sick just tired n bored

i love u

2010-11-25T20:34:00.002+08:00

12 n 21 november

nakal~

hahaha~

d thing about me

2010-11-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

im easily attached. darn it la... haiyo xmo da xmo da. fullstop!

sheeesh

2010-10-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

so insignificant eyh?

bile pictures merapu lala~

2010-10-01T00:53:00.001+08:00

i love photography but sumtims sumtin else comes before it :D

its just easier...

2010-09-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

to push people away

and create a barrier

where people wont see so much of who u really r

sometimes to smile is not so easy.

pictures:D

2010-09-15T15:55:00.001+08:00

i like seeing what others see. a different way of viewing the world:P

heeee~

2010-09-15T15:43:00.003+08:00

kadang2 best jugak to be d person inside d picture:D

kudos miza~

makes me like photography even more:)

2010-09-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

Tada Kimi Wo Aishiteru

Maaf zahir n batin

2010-09-13T14:40:00.004+08:00

the things unspoken sometimes unknown but a smile is always heart warming :D

lucky

2010-09-10T12:03:00.001+08:00

weeee raye pakai jubah bali bgi and instead of duit raye i got gelang raye instead. how awesome is that :D

Selamat Hari Raye people:) maaf zahir n batin

aiyok

2010-09-06T01:02:00.001+08:00

have to start jage mulut ni. suke sgt ckp men lepas je. gurau pon merapu x bertempat. adoiiii. yosh!

tell me something...

2010-08-27T13:35:00.002+08:00

do u even care.

whats my name?

2010-08-20T04:45:00.005+08:00

i just realized how awesome it feels like when someone calls u by ur name. For ur exictence to b acknowledge. Priceless.

May God bless all of u :D

Dr. Syafwan, Dr. Nordin, Dr. Kumarguru and all the rest. u guys were and will always be awesome!

fullstop:)

~anti-jauna?hmm how does it spell like? hihi~

when i was small

2010-08-13T20:19:00.002+08:00

i used to think being older means more freedom...yeah mayb thats true. ur more free to choose what u eat n what u do. but it also means more responsibilities...plus less time with family...i guess i just realized:(

i still want to purrrrrr~ x puas lgi jdi budak2 yg ngade2.

aiyok! D:

time is really what i need

2010-08-03T20:15:00.003+08:00

bnyk bende nk blaja tpi so little time. haha alasan? mungkin. tpi seriously...

*miss monsters :P

meow meow meow

2010-07-31T15:28:00.001+08:00

purrrr~

woahhhhh chiyo'!

2010-07-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

aim: history taking....PE...Procedure!

batch 12

2010-07-11T19:33:00.002+08:00

new environment n things to do...lets do our best! :D

dont change for others

2010-06-26T21:41:00.004+08:00

thats what people say...

but sumtims people do change for d person that matters...and dats scary
*if ur not d one that matters to the one that mattered

i like...

2010-06-25T04:38:00.003+08:00

i like my life and everything in it...beyond words!!

saranghae minna<3

anything can happen even in a split second:'(

scary.

amongst nature

2010-06-24T13:19:00.002+08:00

when two worlds collide

lets fly high n touch the sky

2010-06-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

imagination is awesome

precious time PRICELESS

singapore

2010-06-07T01:06:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah...

2010-04-28T23:37:00.006+08:00

if we want to compare with others...then what we have might never be enough...everything might never be equally fair

...but....

Allah is fair...if u lack in some aspects u just might probably have a stronger point in other things (generally including time, health, love, wealth)

and for that i am grateful....nobody is perfect and nobody has everything...but what we have is actually more than enough...its up to us je to realize it or not...and b grateful :D

and for that alhamdulillah for all the blessings in life~

random: saranghae and sorry for all my lackings

saranghae~

2010-04-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

when u have the time. spend it by making others HAPPY so there will be DOUBLE happiness :) yours and theirs~ and also as a compensatory of the time apart :D

purrr-ing at home

2010-04-28T18:01:00.001+08:00

meow meow meow :D

saye sayang rumah saye n its contents :)

say hello! :D

2010-04-25T03:04:00.002+08:00

as much as this block is KILLING me...i love dis pic :D its COOL~

so wish me luck!

after im done with dis one theres another MAJOR one! darn it!

sigh

2010-04-24T03:18:00.001+08:00

holding on to dear life.haha.

stress

2010-04-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

what the hell am i doing being among this rajen n pandai people? sgtla stand out. damn it.

frozen time reheated:P

2010-04-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

arief daniel

arief ismail

maryam sofea

irritable

2010-04-18T15:50:00.002+08:00

the thing that u never say, nobody knows. but what the hell...am still keeping silent. pfft.

sengal :)

2010-04-15T02:23:00.001+08:00

boy band of monsters :P

argh pedulik!

2010-04-08T19:15:00.002+08:00

bosanla. mls nk layan.

invisible

2010-04-07T11:04:00.004+08:00

every single thing has a value. however insignificant it may be..its only wether we took d time to ponder n c it...or not.

when its lost

then only we start to learn the value of it.

:(

2010-04-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

penat.

how come...

2010-04-03T21:57:00.005+08:00

everyone keep on thinking bout themselves n feel like they have a right to demand...

demand for perfectness...havent they d time to think bout someone else's feelings? everyone has a reason behind mosts actions...cant u at least once try to understand?

before anyone start making assumptions or even say a word...Think!

sheeesh! d things u take for granted...

or maybe its just me pikir bnyk...

mixed messages:P

2010-04-03T11:49:00.001+08:00

birds eye view is nicer i guess rather than potrait...WIDE angle:) less pain n effort

saranghae instax!

2010-04-02T21:33:00.001+08:00

v(>_<)v

at the moment

2010-03-31T01:04:00.000+08:00

i feel like disappearing. no mood. sheeesh.

prevention is better than cure?

2010-03-30T18:19:00.004+08:00

nobody is perfect but its still scary to get too close...fear that ud drive others away for just being urself..easiest thing to do...DEFENCE MECHANISM...go away before others do...n dun get too close that people would know u enough to dislike u...

old habits die hard

2010-03-30T17:17:00.001+08:00

damn it.

meoww~

2010-03-28T12:58:00.003+08:00

tsk...tsk...tsk...tsk...wargh!

m a house cat:"(

a fool,fullstop!

2010-03-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

am crappy

a smile can go a long way~~

2010-03-23T00:56:00.006+08:00

a smile heals...

a smile releases ur worries...

a smile brings joy n hide ur sorrows

a smile is giving a piece of u...

it lightens ur heart

(or at least thats how i see it:P)

so smile! :)

dear friend

2010-03-21T10:36:00.000+08:00

im glad ur back around...i really do :D

just another girl

2010-03-18T19:31:00.002+08:00

i suppose

what do u see?

2010-03-14T12:07:00.001+08:00

dari hati turun ke lensa

the waiting

2010-03-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

baby steps

2010-03-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

learning to cry before u talk...

learning to crawl before u walk...

lessons in life teaching u to become a better person

its a bumpy road...its how u cope that makes a difference :)

i find this sweet

2010-03-12T01:36:00.003+08:00

"a typical girl doesnt mind her image to fall on other peoples' optic disc just not on the one that matters"

random?

2010-03-11T17:48:00.001+08:00

there is at least one person in the world who cares bout u more than u think they do

what goes round in that mind

2010-03-06T00:15:00.001+08:00

i wonder

nk tidooooo

2010-03-04T13:48:00.000+08:00

so ngantok:( hahahah ni pon nk post:P